Sick of being sick.

"As you can imagine, Cass's mother entered a state of extreme anxiety as soon as Cass failed to answer her cell phone at the usual hour. Proud of her self-control, her mother waited a whole minute before she called Cass's grandfathers to ask where Cass was. When she couldn't get through, she calmly and rationally drove to the airport and screamed at the top of her lungs until she got on the first flight home."

So apparently I've become wierd. Camp was pretty cool but I became increasingly sick starting 2 hours after I went to bed. I had to get out of my warm sleeping bag and get out into the -20 degrees air outside our tent because I thought I was going to be sick. Numerous times. I had to get out of bed numerous times. I was not happy. Alex and I went home after dinner on Saturday. I called Justin and he seemed really worried about me. Sweet. He came over on Sunday to see me. I was still feeling a tad icky but I was much better by the end of the day.

Then yesterday I woke feeling worse than Saturday!!! So crap. I stayed home from school yesterday which is why there is no blog. Called Justin but he was hiking. He came over at about 2-ish. We worked a bit on the design for his business's logo which is good because we had forgotten to do that before. Then we watched this thing on Discovery about Squids. But then he had to go.  :C  Pity.

I should be seeing him tonight though. Hopefully.

So Steven wanted to know if we could hang out tonight because he's stuck in Orangeville until 8 but I don't think I can. I'm not sure exactly why but I have this feeling that I have something going on tonight. Plus, I have no money. If I did I would totally go and run around Orangeville with him because I think he's going to get some piercings done or something but I don't. Which sucks. So I'm probably just going to go home. But he's coming on my bus so that's ok. He's getting a Mali tonight which is awesome because I know no one in the world other than Taylor who knows what a Mali is. They only know like, Gecko or Bearded Dragon and then THAT'S IT!!!! Which is a tad infuriating.

I want the year to be over. I don't remember if I've said that here yet. I told that to Justin on the second of January. Is that sad?? That it was the second day of the year and I wanted the year to be over?? Maybe. I just want the unnecessary stressing to be done. I want high school to be done. I am SO through with it. And I still have 5 months of it left!!

I want to spend so much time with Justin this summer but I don't think I'll be able to. Because I need money and really the only place I'm 90% sure will hire me is Wyoka. And I'll be away form him for so long. Which really sucks. I hope we both go to Humber. It will solve a lot of problems for me. And get rid of some stress. However, it might make some more for me. Well, we'll see.

So sweetly she bade me adieu,
     I thought that she bade me return.