Another year, another turd added to the sidewalk that is my life.

So, I know that I've not written for aeons and so I apologize profusely. Really, I am sorry to you, the ultimate supreme cyber-being that takes care of my soul.

There has been quite a lot going on in my summer and yet when I think back it really doesn't seem like much. For the first few weeks of summer I had a routine. Wake-up, feel sorry for myself for not having a job. Dread going back to school. Hang out with Justin every couple of days. Stuff like that. And then I went to camp for a week. However, while I was there I was offered a job as a counsellor at a completely different camp for the rest of the summer. Paying position, Hell yes I took it. So I spent one day of un-packing and re-packingness at home (and a last day of Justin) and then I was trundled off to Camp Wyoka. Camp was fantastic, met loads of new people who I will love forever.

I left camp a few days early to fly by myself to England. Did I tell you about that?? I don't remember. My auntie gave me a three week trip to England for my birthday. It was fun, got to hang around there. We went into London for a few days and I was left on my own there for 4 days. Pretty cool. I flew back two days ago. (With quite a lot of help from Justin) My mother was persuaded to let me have a day off before I went to school. So I had a day of Justin. Yay :D

Today was my first day back at school. I can sum it up in one word. Abysmal. Absolutely and utterly abysmal. I can't even write down what I did today. It was just so depressing and upsetting. I got home and told my mother that I couldn't do it. I just couldn't go back. Not even for Yearbook. Not. Even. For. Yearbook. Then she and daddy started screaming at me about how I wasn't being considerate, imagine if we had just moved here, there'll be a lot of situations in life like this, etc. Just what I need. I can't bring myself to go back tomorrow. And I'm only supposed to be there for a half a day! But I'm sure that I will end up being forced to go back. And I'm sure that it will be the same, if not worse than today.

On a slightly happier note, Justin went in for a job interview a few days ago and yesterday when I was with him he got a callback saying that he'd gotten the job!! It's a full-time job working as maintenance for some place. It's like a two minute walk away from school which is kind of funny. Today is his first day and he said he would call me when he got home so we could compare notes.

Have I mentioned how much being away from my friends depresses me?? I don't know if I have here, but I definitely have written it before. Perhaps in an email to Justin. It really depresses me that they get to experience this and I don't. I get to stick around with the grade 12s of this year. Great. The Imbeciles. Lots more angst and such stuff.

Anyways, I've got to go and be pleasant now. Wonder how that's going to go over. I PROMISE I'll write more often. It was just too much I guess.

So sweetly she bade me adieu,
I thought that she bade me return.