Thursday.

"On all the eleven floors of Nurseries it was feeding time. From eighteen hundred bottles eighteen hundred carefully labelled infants were simultaneously sucking down their pint of pasturized external secretion."


Today is Thursday. Boring old Thursday.

Tuesday night I went to Jacquie's to watch Oakley. Then I stayed at her house instead of going to school yesterday. It was good. We went for about a thousand walks and lots of stuff. I got to watch Kids in the Hall Tuesday night so that was good.

Justin and I were going to watch Kids in the Hall together through the phone but, of course, his power went out at 8:30 and didn't come back on until 10:30. But we talked a lot so that's good. Hopefully I'll see him today.

Monday had better work out too. I don't have an exam so I'm home all day and we're planning for Justin to come over in the morning before Ceridwen gets home from HER exam. Hopefully it works.

And hopefully next Saturday works too. I have a thing at Humber and Justin said he would drive me there. But I don't know if he'll be un-grounded by then. I hope so.

Terrible news. My 8 year old winter coat decided to die yesterday. It died in exactly the same way as my mst favourite sweater ever which is more than a little depressing. Hopefully Mum will take me out tonight to buy a new coat. And then sometime next week I'm going shopping so I might find a new sweater then. But I love this sweater and I loved that coat. Pity.

Nadine still has my DVD. She's had it for over a year. She'd better remember to give it back. Although I kind of doubt it.

So sweetly she bade me adieu,
     I thought that she bade me return.

Counting Down

"Rich with a wealth of harmonics, their tremulous chorus mounted towards a climax, louder and ever louder -- until at last, with a wave of his hand, the conductor let loose the final shattering note of ether-music and blew the sixteen merely human blowers clean out of existence. Thunder in A flat Major."

When was the last time I blogged?? I have a feeling it was Thursday. Well, I'll continue on from there. Thursday I got my tattoo fixed up. Friday Sarah had another skating day so I went to watch and then Justin and I took off after that. Saturday we went to Taid's birthday thing at the Baton Rouge. Justin was invited to go but his parents decided to play jokes on him and be mean and, very long story short, he couldn't go. Which sucked. Sunday I made a fucking huge 4 layer cake. Took me forever to do. Didn't get to eat it until yesterday. Brownies was ok. Me and Alex ordered all of our badges that we needed. I tried to convince Alex to come to Igloo with me, otherwise I can't go (for the second year in a row) but I REALLY doubt that she'll agree.

It really sucks because I want to go to this camp and now I can't. And on top of that, Justin and I want to camp together and it just never seems to work out in our favour. And I'm going to be working at camp the whole summer so we can't do anything then. If I had a job I'd not do the summer camp or I'd leave in early August but because I DON'T have a job and I need the money for school and stuff I have no choice. I hope next year works out good for me and Justin.

Soooo tired. I think I might pass out.

I'm house-sitting for Jacquie today. I'm going to her house tonight and I'm staying there until tomorrow night. I was going to go to school tomorrow but the stop is WAY too far away and I'm so tired and really I can't be bothered. Plus I need a day of me. You know?? It will be just me and Oakley there and I can do all the stuff I want and not be bothered with anything alien.

However, Justin is doing nothing tomorrow. Actually, there's a funny story behind that statement. Remember when I went for a walk and my mother instantly assumed I was meeting Justin at the bottom of the hill?? And she was really angry about that thought?? Well, apparently my mother is under the impression that I'm going to invite Justin over to Jacquie's to party. Because it will just be me there. But here's the greatest part. SHE IS TOTALLY OK WITH JUSTIN CREEPING OVER TO JACQUIE'S!!!! I swear, I don't understand my mother at all.

Justin has his interview at Humber today. I really hope it goes well. No, well is not the right word. I really hope it goes fantastically. I really do. Because it simply has to. You don't understand. Justin has to get in and do fabulously. He's a shoe-in. It would go against the laws of physics, logic, and whatever rules are out there if he doesn't. I'm slightly nervous to see because I don't know what he'll do if he doesn't get in. But he will. It is law.

So sweetly she bade me adieu,
     I thought that she bade me return.

Exam . . . . of life.

"I am I, and I wish I wasn't."

I was ahead a week in my head. I dunno if I've said this already but I thought next week was exams. It's not, they're the NEXT week. Grrr. I want them to be done because then the year will be closer to being done. And also this adds a week to the time Justin can't come over.

Getting my tattoo fixed up tonight. Soooo late for it. I was supposed to get it fixed up three weeks after I got it. But they never were available for an appointment so it's been . . . . 9 months.

I want money for my second tattoo for my birthday. If I had a job it wouldn't be as big of a deal but that's not happening apparently.

Yesterday it took me all of third to make Justin's watermelon and all of fourth to make the camera and the hands. So now I have a watermelon holding a camera with no arms or legs. AND IT'S DUE TOMORROW!!!!!!!! omg going to kill myself.

Last night I went for a walk and had 4 of my cigars while I was walking. Too funny. But I told my mom that I was going for a walk and she IMMEDIATELY assumed that I was meeting someone at the bottom of the hill. Seriously. Immediately. Good for my confidence that she trusts me.

So sweetly she bade me adieu,
     I thought that she bade me return.

A whole New World

So, today we start a new book for quotes. There aren't that many for this book so it should go a little quicker than the last one. This book is "Brave New World" by Aldous Huxley.


"The overalls of the workers were white, their hands glowed with a pale corpse-coloured rubber."


So today is kind of crap. Yesterday Justin called me to tell me he had gotten his truck stuck on a hill and he was stranded for about an hour with no contact because he has no money on his phone. So he had to wait until his dad and Andrew came to rescue him and then he got in loads of trouble. He was told he can't come over to my house for the rest of the month!!! Which sucks bum. But we're probably going to work some way around it . . . . somehow.


Steven came on my bus and then came over to my house yesterday to see Eddie. Then he was stranded in Orangeville for 5 hours. I felt a bit sorry for him.


I watched the new "Kids in the Hall" yesterday. The new "Death comes to town" one. It was actually pretty funny.


I owe 20¢ to the library. Did you know I can't write my exams until I pay off my horrifying debt?!?!?! Wierd. It's 20¢. Seriously?? Take a chill.


I'm working on Justin's logo but his vision is so difficult to do. You have no idea how hard it is to make a watermelon until you try.


There's a supply in for Dovigo today. I swear, either me or another one of the students are going to kill her. She is messed up. I can't even describe it properly. Long story short, she's just REALLY stupid and REALLY rude.


Getting my letter from Bertucci today. Vitti hasn't even started hers yet. Grrrrrr omg does she not understand that I need it NOW??


So sweetly she bade me adieu,
     I thought that she bade me return.

Sick of being sick.

"As you can imagine, Cass's mother entered a state of extreme anxiety as soon as Cass failed to answer her cell phone at the usual hour. Proud of her self-control, her mother waited a whole minute before she called Cass's grandfathers to ask where Cass was. When she couldn't get through, she calmly and rationally drove to the airport and screamed at the top of her lungs until she got on the first flight home."

So apparently I've become wierd. Camp was pretty cool but I became increasingly sick starting 2 hours after I went to bed. I had to get out of my warm sleeping bag and get out into the -20 degrees air outside our tent because I thought I was going to be sick. Numerous times. I had to get out of bed numerous times. I was not happy. Alex and I went home after dinner on Saturday. I called Justin and he seemed really worried about me. Sweet. He came over on Sunday to see me. I was still feeling a tad icky but I was much better by the end of the day.

Then yesterday I woke feeling worse than Saturday!!! So crap. I stayed home from school yesterday which is why there is no blog. Called Justin but he was hiking. He came over at about 2-ish. We worked a bit on the design for his business's logo which is good because we had forgotten to do that before. Then we watched this thing on Discovery about Squids. But then he had to go.  :C  Pity.

I should be seeing him tonight though. Hopefully.

So Steven wanted to know if we could hang out tonight because he's stuck in Orangeville until 8 but I don't think I can. I'm not sure exactly why but I have this feeling that I have something going on tonight. Plus, I have no money. If I did I would totally go and run around Orangeville with him because I think he's going to get some piercings done or something but I don't. Which sucks. So I'm probably just going to go home. But he's coming on my bus so that's ok. He's getting a Mali tonight which is awesome because I know no one in the world other than Taylor who knows what a Mali is. They only know like, Gecko or Bearded Dragon and then THAT'S IT!!!! Which is a tad infuriating.

I want the year to be over. I don't remember if I've said that here yet. I told that to Justin on the second of January. Is that sad?? That it was the second day of the year and I wanted the year to be over?? Maybe. I just want the unnecessary stressing to be done. I want high school to be done. I am SO through with it. And I still have 5 months of it left!!

I want to spend so much time with Justin this summer but I don't think I'll be able to. Because I need money and really the only place I'm 90% sure will hire me is Wyoka. And I'll be away form him for so long. Which really sucks. I hope we both go to Humber. It will solve a lot of problems for me. And get rid of some stress. However, it might make some more for me. Well, we'll see.

So sweetly she bade me adieu,
     I thought that she bade me return.

Bum-cicle

"Only bad books have good endings. If a book is any good, its ending is always bad -- because you don't want the book to end."

Today is the first day of camp. It starts tonight. I'm actually a bit worried about it. We are in tents and all in the snow and the weather is supposed to be -16 Degrees all weekend. WITHOUT the wind-chill. I'm going to FREEEEEEEEZE!!!! If on Monday, there is no blog, you'll know that I'm still frozen to a tent pole somewhere in Guelph. Hopefully someone will come and find me . . . . I'll let you know how it goes though. Justin helped me and Alex learn how to camp so we should be pretty good.

I have NO idea how all of our stuff is going to fit in Alex's car. She told me there's barely enough room for her stuff and ME so I don't know how all of my stuff is going to get in there. I'm bringing all of the equipment and stuff we need, the blankets, tent, cooking stuff, everything! Crazy. But I think Justin will be at my house when she gets there. If he is he'll help us pack the car. And by help, I mean he'll take control and just do it. Which is fantastic, because there is no way we would be able to get it all to fit without him.

Justin's coming to get me after yearbook today. We're going out for lunch cause I got a bunch of A&W coupons in the mail the other day.

I need to take a shower. I was planning on having one this morning but apparently my body thought otherwise because I didn't wake up.

So sweetly she bade me adieu,
I thought that she bade me return.

New year, new insomnia.

"In her agitation, Cass banged the table -- and accidentally knocked the wineglass out of Ms. Mauvais's hand. The glass flew into the air and s-p-i-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-e-d --"

I can't sleep. Well, ok, that's a lie. I CAN sleep, but my hips are killing me so I don't sleep comfortably. I get no rest from my sleep so I don't feel refreshed. I have no more vacation so I can't sleep in. I am stressed out of my mind so I can't relax. Grrrrr.

I think I might be getting an ear infection. It hurts. I hope not though . . . .

I went over to Justin's yesterday and watched him play hockey. Froze my ass off though. My hands and feet were actually in intense pain because I was so cold. But he wanted to and I didn't want to interrupt his fun. He felt bad because I was cold but that's ok. I got warm eventually. I wanted him to have his fun.

Kyle wants me to write this stupid article. I have to go and talk to the guidance councellors in order to write it though. AND HE WANTS IT BY TOMORROW!!! And I don't even know if the guidance councellors CAN or WILL tell me what I need to know. Rarr.

Vitti's class is going to be so boring today. I think we're starting on our culminating. If she hasn't changed her mind, we have to design a logo. Which is crap because my logo last year was fantastic and now I have to do it again. Hmmmm. Maybe I'll make a logo for Justin . . . . That would be kind of cool. We'll see.

Today is Ukranian Christmas!!! Merry Christmas to all those out there that are like by boyfriend's family!!! May you let your son's girlfriend come over to join in the festivities!!! XD

So sweetly she bade me adieu,
I thought that she bade me return.

Happy 2010!

"The Midnight Sun is a place of healing, and we must insist that nothing contaminate the atmosphere. Sugar. Junk food. Firearms. That sort of thing."

Alright. Apologies. I had intended to write at least ONCE during the break. Obviously, that didn't happen.

It was pretty much your normal Christmas vacation. Hung out at home a lot. Hung out with Justin A LOT. (Which was good) Cleaned up a lot. (Which was not so good)

Because I'm so incredibly bored, I'll post a list of my Christmas Prezints. Justin got me snowpants <3 Loooooooong story behind that. They're white because he says I look pretty in white. Awwwww. He also gave me a whole pack of cubans his aunt brought back for him. So sweet.

Monday was the first day of school but I stayed home sick. Justin came over and made me better.

Yesterday Justin and I went to Toronto. Well, he came and got me early from school and then we went to my house . . . . and THEN we went to Toronto. :) He got tickets for us to go and see The Hour. It was sooooooo awesome. It was really cool to see how they tape it and put all the clips together but OMG THE CAMERAS!!!! Justin was laughing at me. I was in camera HEAVEN!!! Awesome. This random guy was handing out free stuff during the commercial breaks and there was this hat that I wanted so badly. It was made out of socks!!! But by the time I had put up my hand, this guy in the front row got it.

OMG but funny story. One of the free things was this "Ultimate Canadian Baking Book" and some people were like "Woo. Yay." and then I went "WHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!" really really loud and apparently very high pitched. The guy was like "Whoa omg" and then he came back to give it to me. But this bastard girl behind me was like "Yay that was me! Give it here!" So the guy was giving it to her and then I said that no, it was me. So the poor guy was quite confused and he was leaning to give it to the girl behind me when Justin (the wonderful person that he is) said in this super deep voice "IT WAS ME." OMG everyone was killing themselves. Too funny. But I got my baking book!!! Yay!!! I'm going to make something for Justin when I get the chance.

So we are technically in three shows. Last nights show, tonights show, and this years edition of Test The Nation. George is hosting it this year so they taped the actor who we saw yesterday doing some questions.

Today is my first day back at school. Grrr. I remember now why I hate being here.

I have to remember to ask Vitti and Bertucci to write me a letter of recommendation . . . .

I want candy . . . .

So sweetly she bade me adieu,
I thought that she bade me return.