Christmas is in the air and in my spleen.

"In short, if I want to eat the chocolate, I must keep writing. What an awful, awful choice! On the one side:I renounce the chocolate, stay healthy and trim, and put an end to this reckless tale-telling. On the other side: I climb the ladder, feast on chocolate, and then, full of sugar and guilt, I continue my story, knowing I'm possibly sentencing you to a fate worse than death. Actually, put like that, the choice is pretty easy. I'll be right back."

Yesterday was awesomeness. Justin came to get me at 8. We went to breakfast and then to my house for dessert. Got up to play Wii at 2:00. Dad unexpectedly came home at about 2:20. So whew to that one. Ceridwen came home at 3. Justin left at 3:30. Me and Dad went to give blood at 3:35. Got home at 4:30. Lounged on the couch for the rest of the day. Ate dinner at like, 9. went to bed at 10.

Today is not so awesome. Found my bag of stuff for my t-shirt (which is good) but Vitti told me I couldn't use my own glue to glue stuff on. What the hell was that?!?! Wanted to wear Jacquie's hat for christmas at school but omg she took it home last night. Wanted to wear Santa Head-Bobble-Headband-Thing instead of hat but omg Eirlys left it at school. Opted out of the "Christmas Variety Show" so I am stuck here with nothing to do for 2 hours. Justin e-mailed me so I thought he was home and could come and get me. Called his cell and he's in Orangeville with his mum.

On the bright side, I painted my nails this morning during first.

My mouth is super-uber dry. Woke up and it was like that. I take a drink and a minute later I'm dying. Maybe it's because of my blood?? Or lack of it?? Could that happen??

I want M&Ms. I'll have to wait until Dovigo gets back otherwise he'll lock the door behind him. But he's going to be away for the whole show, I think. Crap.

Got invited to Justin's family dinner on the 27th. So that's pretty good.

Hopefully he'll be able to come over tonight.

Don't really want school tomorrow but I might as well.

Wrote my carrot article for the Howler. I was doing so well with the word count. Until the last paragraph, that is. Went almost 200 over by accident. Had to cut out some golden bits but whatever. I'm pissed enough at Kyle as it is.

So sweetly she bade me adieu,
I thought that she bade me return.

Back on track?? Maybe??

"Many cacao beans have given their lives to make that chocolate."

So hopefully I'll get this blogging thing back on track.

Not tomorrow though. Tomorrow Justin is "working" so he'll be at school at like, 8 to get me. YAY!!!

Total crap news. Went to work on my t-shirt this morning and someone had stolen my stuff!! Not the actual t-shirt but the huge bag of stuff I had brought in to put on it. Not to mention the super expensive glue I brought in to affix the stuff. Omg I'm going to kill someone. I'd better find it soon or I am seriously going to crack.

Cracked my wrist this morning. Hurts like fuck.

So sweetly she bade me adieu,
I thought that she bade me return.

Thowwy.

"The rest of my story is seventy years long, but it is really very short."

Ok so I'm sorry. I tried to make a systemt hat would keep me blogging but apparently it has failed me. 12 Days since I blogged!!! Crap.

Last week was . . . . interesting. Monday I was in school. Tuesday Justin and I took a day to jsut hang out. Wednesday was a snow day. Thursday Justin and I took a day off and went to Vaughn Mills. Friday was a snow day.

Saturday was our Christmas party. Justin came and it was awesomeness. Never seen my cousin drunk before . . . .

Wanting school to be over.

Wanting sleep.

Wanting Christmas.

Wanting Justin.

Wanting to sleep in.

Wanting a job.

Wanting this week to be over.

So sweetly she bade me adieu,
I thought that she bade me return.

Blissful pain??

"After all, not all novelists are power-hungry madmen -- some are power hungry mad women."

So yesterday was awesome. It snowed majorly (compared to what we've had so far) And there was like, an inch and a half on the ground when I got up. I made a snowman at 6:30 am. I named him Marcus. However, at about 12 when it got sunny he started to melt. But he melted in the most obscure way. He faceplanted forwards into the ground. He actually looked pretty funny because his arms were stuck straight out (duh, they were sticks) and yeah. He's not fully melted, but he has shrunk a bit.

To be honest, I didn't think that me and Justin would end up getting a full day to be together. Because of his time schedule and mine and the fact that he's the only one with a vehicle and we have to wait for a house to be empty. But we made it work!! We were at my house at 9:30!! It was awesome. And then we went to Subway and then he went home at about 2:30. But get this, because I "hadn't seen him all day" he got to come over later on!! I went to his house for dinner and then he came over and we hung out. It was soooooo fun. I need another day like that.

On the downside, my muscles are a bit stiff today.

So sweetly she bade me adieu,
I thought that she bade me return.